
Theres a day when I feel lousy, grumpy, lonely and utterly exhausted. Days when I feel small and insignificant, when everythings seems just out of reach..I feel frustrated and anxious!
Theres a day when I feel like im floating in a ocean of sadness..Im about to burst into tears at any moment and I dont even know why..Ultimately, I feel like wondering through life without purpose..Not sure how much longer I can hang on, and feel like hugging someone and ask'em to not let go.
Theres a day when I wake up and not feeling well or looking my best, find new wrinkles, put on weight, or get a huge pimple on my nose.. I could forget my dates name...or have an embarassing photograph published.. Worse,I might get dumped or fired, make a fool of myself in public, be afflicted with demeaning nickname, or just have a plain old bad hairday..
After all, the world is full amazing discoveries, thing I cant imagine now. There are delicious, happy sniffs and scrumptious snacks to share. Who knows, I might end up fabulously rich or even become huge superstar (one day) =) Sounds good, doesnt it? But wait, theres more! Theres yoga, karaoke, games to play and wild, crazy-cha-cha dancing. But most of all, theres Romance.. Which means long dreamy stares, whispering sweet nothings, cuddles, smooches, more smooches and even more smooches, a frisky love bit or two and then,well..anything goes.
But oneday when i wake up, I told me self.. I must accept the fact that I'll have to let go of some emotional baggage. I try seeing things from a differrent perspective. I know its all my fault and Im trying to be big enough to say that Im Sorry cause its never too late to do this. Im proud to be myself. I live every day as if it were the last, because one day it will be. I should not be afraid to bite off more than one chew. To take big risks. Never hang back, get out there and go for it. After all, isnt that what life is all about.I wanna share it with all of U. Appreciate what we have before we lost it.
Thank You
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